#MyBeautifulLife, that’s my baby boy..not such a baby anymore, right?
growing up soo fast right before my eyes..and it brings tears to my eyes knowing that someday you’re going to be all grown up..someday you’re going to experience life and all of its ups and its downs..and i pray that you don’t have to experience some of the downs life has for you..i pray that you don’t experience true pain and devastation, though i’m sure you will..and it will break my heart to see you go through the pain..but hey, that’s life. when i was younger, i never wanted to have children. and not for any selfish reason as to “i wanted to have a life” or “i wanted to party” and whatever else some people nowadays use as excuses to get abortions and whatever else. no, my reason being i knew how it was for me growing up and watching people around me who had it ten times worse then i did, that was my reason. i never wanted to bring a life, a child into this world because i think it’s a corrupt place. the human race is one of the most disgusting creations by far, due to the extent some people will go to please themselves, be it the selfish ones, or the sick and twisted ones. this world is a horrible place. and i didn’t want to bring a child into it, and have them have to go through what i, and others did..and as the generations progress, so does the bullying and everything you have to deal with. but mommy made some bad choices, and i brought a child into this world. i will never ever call it a mistake, but just a bad choice, and bad judgement. and i’m not talking ab
he’s going to be a hell of a lot taller then me..and he’s going to be all grown up, an adult..and one day, i’ll leave him here..on this planet, alone, in a sense..and my time will be up..and i’m going to cherish every minute of his existence that i can while i’m still around.. love you soo much
Mama’s boy forever and ever.
